(after Gwendolyn Brooks)
Our country is over, you see. Here lies //
my prettiest baby, and her glass fingertips are //
all over the tar. In the before I told //
her, ‘play, beloved,’ and //
from the storefront piano came legends //
of the mountaintop and it made //
me weep. I was an ugly phoenix //
but our dirt was our own. As the sun rises //
now I know what we do is right. Unafraid //
I stand before the skinny boy with the //
bayonet & say ‘before I’ll be an ashen ghost, black //
gone gray at your hand like our dead philosopher, //
I’ll burn my own, you see, just the way I want, & you will //
know it’s mine.’ Goodbye, Madison. I will remember //
my country, my sun-up town. Because there //
on the mountaintop I saw the fire in the valley. They //
were coming to take you away. They came //
with cursed water, the hurting river they used to //
strike down the children of Birmingham, each life //
a bad joke in their bull eyes. And //
I said ‘not here. Not never. Not Madison.’ And exulted //
in the shadow of the first fire, then the next, the //
heat sending sweat into my eyes, that simple salt hurt //
keeping me from thinking too long of your piano gone mute. //
I suspect the boy wanted to run then //
but he stood shaking, gun raised, and I said ‘if this is it, //
if this is my last day that ever was, //
man, at least I know I got over, //
that the likes of you will never have us, that the //
street I call my only home burned to dust //
at my hand. Let them sing of how bright the sun was as //
a coward struck me down, and everyone will know, they //
will tell it always, they will say //
that one glorious morning, I showed them your heart,
lest they think it was settled.
Ewing’s piece is a Golden Shovel, a poetic form in which the last word of each line is taken from another work. In this case, the end-of-line words form the conclusion of Gwendolyn Brooks’s “The Third Sermon on the Warpland,” from her 1969 book Riot.